I’m never on this anymore. I never have time to be on this anymore. But, I think now is a necessary time. I’ve been so bothered lately, and I’m not quite sure why. I suppose it’s my job. At least I hope it is… I used to love my job and now, I’m slowly beginning to hate it. I find myself dreading it every single time I’m scheduled. It’s just so different now. New girls, new rules, … It’s just not how it was when I first started. Plus, we’re not as busy as we used to be. As bad as I want to be jobless for a while, I can’t. And I think that’s possibly what is bothering me the most. I have so many things that I have to pay, and take care of and I can’t afford to be out of work. I’m the youngest one in my family and I’m the only one that has worked since I’ve been 16. My brother and sister don’t ever work. I suppose they don’t have to because they don’t get into as much shit as I do.. I feel like I need a break though. I’m constantly stressed out about something. 

I don’t know. 

I’m not very good at this anymore. I’m not very good at anything anymore.