Nine things about mice elf.

#1- I care about my future more than anyone cares about theirs. I have a shitty way of showing it though. I constantly think about it, picture it, dread it. 

#2- I probably have the most scars/bruises on my body than anyone else in this world. 

#3- I know for a fact that I’m going to die young. I don’t know why. But I’ve felt like this my whole life. It’s just a matter of time before it happens. 

#4- I eat so much, I surprise myself a lot. But I eat like a bird. Small portions, numerous times of the day. Food makes me happy.

#5- I’m a completely different person than who i was just 6 months ago. 

#6- Anyone who knows my laugh, can spot me a mile away. I don’t know why but I laugh like a damn Hyena. The funnier something is, the louder the laugh. You know you’re fucking hilarious if I literally LOL. I don’t purposely do it, I promise. And I’m sorry if I embarrass you. :/

#7- I’m so lazy, and I hate it. 

#8- I’m in love. And finally in four years, not only do I love someone, but they love me back. It feels good to be loved back and not being the only one loving someone. 

#9- My family and friends mean everything to me. Even if I don’t act like it. I’m constantly thinking about you guys, so please don’t think I don’t miss/love you. I do.

My mother and dad when they were in high school. 

Then their 20th anniversary almost 5 years ago in Cancun. <3

Words can’t express how much I love you. Seeing this picture makes me want to cry. I miss you guys so much. Thank you for everything you have ever gave me. I’ve been blessed, and it’s all because of you guys. I know I fuck up a lot, but I promise one day I will make you proud because that is all I ever want to do. I love you to death.

There is nothing in the world like sister love. This girl is basically my second mother. She cares for me just like one. I think every girl in the world deserves a sister because this is what keeps me sane. I don’t know who I’d be without one. I love yenny.

OHHHHH, Brother. I will never forget the best conversation we had. It was one of the many times that I would call you at 3, 4, 6, 8 o’clock in the morning asking you to come get me from where ever the hell I was at. You would never ask any questions, just where I was at, and if I was okay and then BAM you’d be there. I think this was my senior year when I finally thanked you for all the times that you’ve gotten me and have been there for me. And you said, “Don’t worry about it. I enjoy picking you up in the middle of the night. It’s my job as a big brother to protect you, so I will always be here for you. And I love it. So don’t ever hesitate to call when you need me” I almost cried, even though I didn’t show it. You are the best big brother anyone could ever have. You always got me in the middle of the night, even when you had a girl friend staying the night, then a new born baby, then 1 toddler and one new born. You were always there. And now you have your own family. A wife, and 2 kids. And I am so happy for you. You and Kathryn created a beautiful family. I love all of you.

Ohhhhh, KATHY (heh heh heh)

I couldn’t ask for a better sister in law. Seriously. You are perfect for Ben, as he is perfect for you. Y’all relationship in one in a kind, and I can only hope that one day I can have one that it. I love you like you’re my own blood sister. DON’T YOU LEAVE ME. BECAUSE I FIND YOU. ;)

My feelings for you hasn’t changed. I miss you.

Much loves. 

Needless to say, Chummy I fucking love you.