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I'm just a fucked up girl trying to find her own piece of mind. I'm not perfect.

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It’s 3:20AM. And the only thing keeping me awake are my thoughts…

And, okay maybe a little bit of New Moon. Anyway, I’ve felt the need to type on here for a while now. But, I’ve never done it. I don’t know why. I think about what I’m going to talk about… Shit, I plan out everything word-for-word. But when it comes down to it.. I’m frozen. Writers block? Maybe so. Or maybe I’m too self-conscious of what I really want to say. Let’s start with the easy/not so embarrassing stuff. As of late (I mean I’ve always been but it’s increased a lot more for some reason) I’ve been way to scared about Zombies. I’m quite paranoid. Everyday. Like, right now while I’m typing in my room I’m scared one is going to bust through my door. Between Walking Dead, and all the movies I’ve seen, and video games, and watching shows about crazy ass shit (aka Morgan Freeman Through the Wormhole) I suddenly don’t doubt at all that sometime in my life time Zombies will appear. Maybe I’ve gone mad. It’s literally what I think about everyday. Different scenarios, and what I would do in each. It’s so bad that I even look around to plan what object I’d grab to use in defense. … I feel like such a fucking loser blabbing about it. My worst fear used to be a home invasion. Now, It’s Zombies. (New moon is over and Eclipse is about to start so now I’m distracted. Damn me.) Sigh. This whole post was going to be about something totally different… But I somehow ended up talking about Zombie. Typically Cney. 

I hate it when I get distracted because I never know how to get back on topic. Oh well. I went to far with it anyways. 

Goodnight. 

Let’s hope I don’t have a nightmare about Zombies AGAIN. 

4 months ago on September/01/2011 at 01:56am with 8,457 notesReblog
alligatorteeth:

The townspeople of Oakville, Washington, were in for a surprise on August 7, 1994. Instead of their usual downpour of rain, the inhabitants of the small town witnessed countless gelatinous blobs falling from the sky. Once the globs fell, almost everyone in Oakville started to develop severe, flu-like symptoms that lasted anywhere from 7 weeks to 3 months. Finally, after exposure to the goo caused his mother to fall ill, one resident sent a sample of the blobs for testing. What the technicians discovered was shocking – the globs contained human white blood cells. The substance was then brought to the State Department of Health of Washington for further analysis. With another startling reveal, they discovered that the gelatinous blobs had two types of bacteria, one of which is found in the human digestive system. However, no one could successfully identify the blob, and how they were connected to the mysterious sickness that plagued the town.

I need to start preparing for Zombies pronto.

alligatorteeth:

The townspeople of Oakville, Washington, were in for a surprise on August 7, 1994. Instead of their usual downpour of rain, the inhabitants of the small town witnessed countless gelatinous blobs falling from the sky. Once the globs fell, almost everyone in Oakville started to develop severe, flu-like symptoms that lasted anywhere from 7 weeks to 3 months. Finally, after exposure to the goo caused his mother to fall ill, one resident sent a sample of the blobs for testing. What the technicians discovered was shocking – the globs contained human white blood cells. The substance was then brought to the State Department of Health of Washington for further analysis. With another startling reveal, they discovered that the gelatinous blobs had two types of bacteria, one of which is found in the human digestive system. However, no one could successfully identify the blob, and how they were connected to the mysterious sickness that plagued the town.

I need to start preparing for Zombies pronto.

4 months ago on September/01/2011 at 01:50am with 118,092 notesReblog
soml. 
and it only makes it worse when people tell me to calm down.
instant pisser-offer.

soml. 

and it only makes it worse when people tell me to calm down.

instant pisser-offer.

everythingsadiary:

How I met your mother, on Monday the 19th, returning for a 7th season.

and the 22nd, The Office, will be premiering it’s 8th season.

and the seventh season of criminal minds starts on the 21st!!!!!!!

5 months ago on August/11/2011 at 03:34pm with 2,793 notesReblog
#favorite  #lyrics  #music  #photography  #typography  #popular 
absolute-best-posts:

musicandlyricss:
Last Kiss- Taylor Swiftcredits: weheartit
 this soooooong.

absolute-best-posts:

musicandlyricss:

Last Kiss- Taylor Swift
credits: weheartit

this soooooong.

dariennefalcon:

Make some money, and fall in love. Friends are the little things you waste your time on in between.

Bitch you’re stupid.

rubbiitanngg:

What Traveling Around the World Looks Like in 1 Minute 

 Rick, Tim and Andrew, three ordinary guys, decided to take a trip of a lifetime: 11 countries in 44 days. 18 flights and 38,000 miles later they have three 1-minute videos showing what life is like around the world.

They recorded everything off two cameras and ended up with over a terabyte of footage which they cut, mixed and matched into an awesomely seamless blend of every notable place they’ve been.

They broke down their trip into three parts: Move, whichshows them walking around, Eat, which shows the delectable food they ate, and Learn, which shows all the amazing things they did.

so beautiful.

(Source: bgirlmflo)

well, i didn’t have sims 2! haha Joshua just got it for me, and I’m lovin’ it! I had sims castaway though. hahaha 

we can have a sims party. :)

but i really do like myself on sims a alot. hahah

I haven’t been on this in forever! I’m pretty sure all my post as of late have started out like that… and I’m pretty sure I say ^ that too. 

I’m going to attempt to catch up a bit, then hopefully come back to rant if sims doesn’t take me away.

7 months ago on June/13/2011 at 02:58am with 3 notesReblog
everythingsadiary:

I DID A LEGIT WATERFALL BRAID!
yesss

Do me do me

everythingsadiary:

I DID A LEGIT WATERFALL BRAID!

yesss

Do me do me

8 months ago on May/24/2011 at 05:22pm with 33,712 notesReblog
jackielester:

Ugh I wish.

going to attempt to do this to my hair.

jackielester:

Ugh I wish.

going to attempt to do this to my hair.

(Source: l-o-v-e-s-it)